Summer has been crazy!
I'm restarting the diet on October 4th and hopefully I will have
learned something from all the damage I've done by quitting for a month and a
half.
I have gained back almost 50 pounds by quitting and not completing
the other phases. This was done by pretty much eating whatever I wanted. At
times I would just eat Magnum Ice Cream Bars and go through 2 boxes in less
than 24 hours. I was out of control because I had it in my head that I was only
off the diet for a limited amount of time so in the small amount of time I
needed to eat everything.
And I did.
But today is different. I am ready to take control of my own life.
There are things I need to fix in my life in order to be who I want to be and
live how I want to live. I started to put together a Bucket List and I am
determined to complete all of the items. But the big one is I don't want to be
fat when I turn 30 (less than 3 years).
Among the things I want to do when I feel comfortable with my
body.
1. Zip Line,
in an awesomely cool exotic location. How cool would that be.
2.
Go Karts. Love them but I get anxiety thinking about fitting in the seat. I
don't know why exactly.
3.
Theme Parks/Roller Coasters, same thing about fitting in the seat comfortably.
4.
No Seatbelt Extensions: pretty much applies to airplanes.
5.
Go Para-sailing in Paradise, pretty sure there is a weight limit for this one.
6.
Try Price is Right Again: I've gone to a taping of the show before, but feel
like I might have a better chance if I was smaller. That’s television for you,
and I know everyone has not been skinny minny who has been picked for that
show.
7.
Go to another Show: Ellen, it just looks fun!
8.
Go Horse Back Riding: Requires a lot of leg power for the lift and a** in the
saddle. I just want to be comfortable.
9.
Ride a Bike again: Trust me there is a way to forget how to ride a bike. It
might have been the bike I was trying to ride, but I would like to bike to
work.
10.
Swimming with Dolphins, sounds like fun.
11.
Rock Climbing (Real/Fake):
12.
Hot Air Balloon Rides: 11 and 12 Sound like fun too..
13.
Try out or apply for a Reality Show: I’m a fan of the Amazing Race, Big Brother.
14.
Float down the lazy river on a tube!
15.
Get a new skinny wardrobe, There are so many different Fall things I want to
buy, and don’t want to hunt for the skinny version.
I’m
getting ready to go shopping so I can start the diet again! Today is day one
and my first goal is to get under 300 again. That’s 18 pounds!! Wish me luck!!
